It fucking hurts, deep inside

Some of the quotes that my friends sent me in a text message that helped me realize about loving someone especially if such person whom you love is just simply taking you for granted and using you at their own advantage. Just like to share these to you guys, it somehow kept me sane and sober.
1. Never love to deep… Coz someday, it’ll be like a tree you’ve planted… Wherein the roots are too hard to be pulled out, yet very painful to cut out…2. Sana ang pag-ibig ay katulad ng pamasahe sa jeep na kapag buo and binigay mo, sinusuklian ka pa rin kahit papaano…
3. If a person isn’t interested in you, then leave. it’s as simple as that. Don’t beg, don’t look back, and don’t even cry. If this person can’t appreciate who you are, then you don’t need that person in your life. Choose to be with someone who sees the beauty that is sometimes too well hidden.- a serious pice of advice. LEAVE people/the person who doesn’t see your worth.
4. “If the jeepney won’t move then start walking.” Non-sense? Here’s the sense: If you think the relationship is not going anywhere then leave, move forward. No sense in getting stuck somewhere when there’s someone else waiting for you on the other side.
5. It is wiser to be alone and be happy than to be with somebody who does nothing but make you feel stupid.
Bitter as it may sound but that’s how I feel now. I loved someone, almost moved heaven and earth just to be with that person. I waited, kept on hoping and holding on but turns out that i was just used and just taken advantage.
It’s a bit messed up now. I am now hurting inside and trying to put back together the broken pieces of myself. There’s no really sense to wait for someone, to stick around for someone who doesnt see your worth and would just always take you for granted.
The pain, it will come to pass. Regrets? None, never. I’ve learnt from it and yes, I did make a lot of mistakes in my life and would still continue to make mistakes once in a while but it is where I would learn how to become a better person.
I’m not sticking aroundanymore for that person , there’s always a karma and it’s a bitch. I’m not staying any longer for that person until someone better comes along, rather I’ll start finding myself. I’m pretty positive that someone, a whole lot better who deserves me would come along my way.
I deserve to be treated better. I deserve someone better.